Caylee Marie Anthony, 2, FL Missing since June 16-just reported by mother #60

[Shell]

IslandM..no I did NOT get to hold her, just a peek through the nursery glass ,without my glasses on.

I appreciate the kind thoughts and won't discuss my experience again on Caylees thread. God love her.

[islandmonkey]

thank you guys for your kind words...seriously.....it was horrible for me....but not nearly as horrible as it was for you guys...

No, my love ................... horrible is horrible - same, same.  (((((((HUGS))))))

KLaas is gonna kill us for the off topic..but,here is what hurt me ths most....

My doc told me, he said, " Nikki..there is no heartbeat....the baby is gone" and they sent me to the hospital...The next day, I went in and asked him again, are you SURE?? He said yes..and then he said, do you wanna be asleep when we do this? I said no..just give me a spinal..how long will it take..he said..4 minutes..just watch the clock....
I could hear the sucking sounds...and i knew my baby was no more...

For months I wondered where they had dumped him/her....and I hated that they discarded what was left of my little one in some medical waste bin...
To this day, that hurts me....

Oh nikki, that breaks my heart~I can't even begin to imagine how you dealt with that. I loved the NILMDTS site, what a cathartic idea that was. IF I was a professional photographer I'd volunteer, but I'm definitely not good at taking posed pictures. God gives everyone such great talents and those photographers that volunteer are doing such a wonderful service for those in need.

[pink angel]

thank you guys for your kind words...seriously.....it was horrible for me....but not nearly as horrible as it was for you guys...

No, my love ................... horrible is horrible - same, same.  (((((((HUGS))))))

KLaas is gonna kill us for the off topic..but,here is what hurt me ths most....

My doc told me, he said, " Nikki..there is no heartbeat....the baby is gone" and they sent me to the hospital...The next day, I went in and asked him again, are you SURE?? He said yes..and then he said, do you wanna be asleep when we do this? I said no..just give me a spinal..how long will it take..he said..4 minutes..just watch the clock....
I could hear the sucking sounds...and i knew my baby was no more...

For months I wondered where they had dumped him/her....and I hated that they discarded what was left of my little one in some medical waste bin...
To this day, that hurts me....

{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}

Why don't you email me at my address below and I will put you in contact with NILMDTS.

[Red]

Red

Do you feel that Caylee will be found prior to the Trial ?

I have believed for a while that the closer that casey realizes she is to a guilty plea the closer we may be to finding caylee.

[islandmonkey]

IslandM..no I did NOT get to hold her, just a peek through the nursery glass ,without my glasses on.

I appreciate the kind thoughts and won't discuss my experience again on Caylees thread. God love her.

Shell~I'm so sorry, but may I ask the name?

[Deenie]

Red

Do you feel that Caylee will be found prior to the Trial ?

I have believed for a while that the closer that casey realizes she is to a guilty plea the closer we may be to finding caylee.

I think so Too

[KCJackie]

Good night everybody!!

Goodnight MT...I'm going soon too

KCJackie ... do you know if there were any cell phone pings around where the Apopka Sewage Plant might be ... I am having trouble locating an exact address for the plant ..    (I know .. it's a pretty bold question with no address) sorry

I will look back at some of the pings - I don't believe she ever got that far north. 

[msinformed]

thank you guys for your kind words...seriously.....it was horrible for me....but not nearly as horrible as it was for you guys...

No, my love ................... horrible is horrible - same, same.  (((((((HUGS))))))

KLaas is gonna kill us for the off topic..but,here is what hurt me ths most....

My doc told me, he said, " Nikki..there is no heartbeat....the baby is gone" and they sent me to the hospital...The next day, I went in and asked him again, are you SURE?? He said yes..and then he said, do you wanna be asleep when we do this? I said no..just give me a spinal..how long will it take..he said..4 minutes..just watch the clock....
I could hear the sucking sounds...and i knew my baby was no more...

For months I wondered where they had dumped him/her....and I hated that they discarded what was left of my little one in some medical waste bin...
To this day, that hurts me....

Nikki ............ words escape me.  I feel so sad for you. 

Truly, the pain NEVER goes away. 

Just to get back on topic, here ............. based on all our shared experiences of loss, KC's actions/reactions are even more heinous.   
 

[islandmonkey]

Red

Do you feel that Caylee will be found prior to the Trial ?

I have believed for a while that the closer that casey realizes she is to a guilty plea the closer we may be to finding caylee.

I tend to agree with you because I truly believe LE has way more really great evidence than we know.

[mytime]

Ok I had to come back on for a second and say this -  Thanks Klaas, Muffy, CBB and all the mods for putting with us.  I know it isn't always easy!  I am sure you all have to bite your tongues so many times so why should anyone feel they are "special"  and should be able to say whatever they want!!! 

Good night again and I sincerely thank you for your hard work and patience!!

[KCJackie]

Good night everybody!!

Goodnight MT...I'm going soon too

KCJackie ... do you know if there were any cell phone pings around where the Apopka Sewage Plant might be ... I am having trouble locating an exact address for the plant ..    (I know .. it's a pretty bold question with no address) sorry

748 E Cleveland

[pink angel]

Good night everybody!!

Goodnight MT...I'm going soon too

KCJackie ... do you know if there were any cell phone pings around where the Apopka Sewage Plant might be ... I am having trouble locating an exact address for the plant ..    (I know .. it's a pretty bold question with no address) sorry

OMG!

City of Apopka Public Services: Wastewater Treatment Plant
cityofapopka.net

333 Snowden Rd
Apopka, FL 32703
(407) 703-1736

[invision]

Good night everybody!!

Goodnight MT...I'm going soon too

KCJackie ... do you know if there were any cell phone pings around where the Apopka Sewage Plant might be ... I am having trouble locating an exact address for the plant ..    (I know .. it's a pretty bold question with no address) sorry

I will look back at some of the pings - I don't believe she ever got that far north. 

Thanks ...

[Shell]

Red

Do you feel that Caylee will be found prior to the Trial ?

I have believed for a while that the closer that casey realizes she is to a guilty plea the closer we may be to finding caylee.

I agree Red. I think in the beginning and even now Casey is so egotistical/cocky/ self centered that she sees her as triumphant. Once it begins to sink in that she can't manipulate everyone and once she sees a way to save her own bum, I think she will talk. btw, I really miss Mrs. Reds contribution to the forum. What a sweetie. (How did you ever get a gal like her?) just kidding 

[MuffyBee]

Red

Do you feel that Caylee will be found prior to the Trial ?

I have believed for a while that the closer that casey realizes she is to a guilty plea the closer we may be to finding caylee.

This makes sense. 

[mytime]

Ok I had to come back on for a second and say this -  Thanks Klaas, Muffy, CBB and all the mods for putting with us.  I know it isn't always easy!  I am sure you all have to bite your tongues so many times so why should anyone feel they are "special"  and should be able to say whatever they want!!! 

Good night again and I sincerely thank you for your hard work and patience!!

Oops did not see you up there Red - Thank you too!

I hope I haven't given anybody a heart attach!   

[invision]

Apopka is between Orlando and Mt Dora ... 

LOL  UGH I have been looking for an address and you two - (Jackie and Pink) find it in the blink of an eye ... UGH .. I'm tired ...

[Red]

Please forgive the O/T!

I agree that we need a little laugh break. Klaas helped me with this for Peaches, so shouting out a big THANK YOU KLAAS! Chuckle for just a minute, Monkeys! 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HhCqRjjFGI

I think it should be mandatory.

You have to laugh every so often otherwise this stuff can really get you down. I think with me Tim likes my MSM jokes.

How many media types does it take to screw in a light bulb? 

[KCJackie]

Good night everybody!!

Goodnight MT...I'm going soon too

KCJackie ... do you know if there were any cell phone pings around where the Apopka Sewage Plant might be ... I am having trouble locating an exact address for the plant ..    (I know .. it's a pretty bold question with no address) sorry

I will look back at some of the pings - I don't believe she ever got that far north. 

Thanks ...

Invision - are you talking about Tala Apopka?  yes there were pings close to that - in fact my mom took a couple pics IIRC.  This is off Pope Street. 

[islandmonkey]

Please forgive the O/T!

I agree that we need a little laugh break. Klaas helped me with this for Peaches, so shouting out a big THANK YOU KLAAS! Chuckle for just a minute, Monkeys! 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HhCqRjjFGI

I think it should be mandatory.

You have to laugh every so often otherwise this stuff can really get you down. I think with me Tim likes my MSM jokes.

How many media types does it take to screw in a light bulb? 

I give, how many???