JSM's BEGGING FOR BANNING #28 8/23/11 - 10/24/11

[joesamas mama]

That Internet Dog...

"Hey Mimi, how's your friend's dog doing? What's his name again? Oh ya, Joseph. Is he still going to school? What grade is he in now? Does he still bite her butt? He's a funny dog, Mimi! Do you think Ozzie will go to school with him?"

That's how Joe will be remembered at our house. I'd tell my grandkids about one of my friends online who had a dog who went to school, monday thru friday, just like the grands do. I showed them a pic of Joe in his uniform and we laughed and laughed! They think my friend must be an awesome dog mommy, to send her dog to school everyday. They know it's not free, like their school is, and they think it's very nice that my friend doesn't want Joe to be alone all day. They know she must be the best dog mom out there, even better than Mimi and Papa. Well, we all admit that Ozzie is too old to go to school, and so is Buddy (oldest sidekick's 10 yr old German Shephard). They think it's AWESOME that Joe and Ozzie and Bandit are all from Australia. We sorta used that for a geography lesson.

So, Stacy, you and Joe have made a big impact in a tiny little part of Northern Michigan. I will tell them that Joe is at the rainbow bridge, along with Bandit, and he's waiting for you. Of course, I will have to tell them that Joe and Bandit are prolly arguing about who gets what dog biscuits, and then they are friends again, chasing some darn cats (apologies to cat people here).

You were a FABULOUS dog mom, Joe was very lucky to have you. We will all pray for you. Thank goodness you have CC and Ruby...guys are kinda like dogs, ya know. Always scratching, wanting to be petted.....

Teyve, I am so glad that Josef made an impact with your grandkids. I always loved that avatar in his school outfit. Bandit and Josef chasing cats gave me a smile abeit through my tears. Thank you. 

[joesamas mama]

JSM - I thought about you all day. I am so sorry and my heart is breaking for you. I have no pretty poems (It was wonderful Brandi!) but I do know the pain. I just want you to know that I send my love to you and that you should know you were a great dog mom - better than most I know and I know a lot of dog people. Joe knew it too. He showed it in the video. I hope the memories of him comfort you. It sounds cliche but time will heal - After almost two weeks I know that I did right by Kiki - the vet told me that it was a loving act to save them from a painful passing. What you did takes more love than most people have. I will keep you and CC in my prayers. {{{{hugs}}}}

Thank you for thinking of me TBM, I know you went through the same pain so it means a lot to me. I hope time heals the pain, I have memories, but wish I could have done more for him.

[joesamas mama]

Thank you all for being here today for my loving wife who is still hurting. I told her that Josef will come Ruby and me in our dreams tonight and will relay a message to Stacey tomorrow as she sleeps and grieves. She will soon be strong and accepting and waiting to hear the message. Sleep tight my love.

He didn't come to me in my dreams, I woke up at 3 am to check on him and he wasn't there

[joesamas mama]

JSM I have stayed off line today because my heart is breaking for your loose of Josef. You know how much you and Josef are loved and cared for here in the cage. May God bring you peace over Josef's passing.

Everyone had wonderful things say. Try and remember you were blessed with Josef for many years. 

Thank you Greeneyes I can't thank you and all the monkeys that have given me support through this, CC has been a rock. I hope the peace comes soon. 

[joesamas mama]

JSM...I am so sorry...How brave you were to  let Joe go...my heart breaks for you..it seems that all the monkeys have one thing in common and thats the love for their animals..my tears flowed as read the news...it is truely like loosing a friend,  you have shared Joe with us  by telling  all the funny stories about him as well as this journey you two have been on with his health, I may not post often but I come here every night to read..I know Joe is romping across clouds and nipping butts and watching over you..Take care and my prayer is for you to feel the comfort of God's loving arms around you and give you peace. ::MonkeyAngel:


R.I.P. Josef

Thank you my monkey, I tried to be brave, but my heart is broken. I am glad to know Josef's stories have meant alot to you guys. Thank you for the prayers and I know he is in Heaven nipping butts and I hope forgives me for what I had to do.

[joesamas mama]

OMG, JSM, I am so sorry.  I have been feeling sorry for myself and here you are going through such pain.  I have not been on all week, finally checked in to read all the lovely posts from all the wonderful monkies here and then all your posts about Josef.  I am so so sorry.  You did everything you could for Josef, he was very loved and he knows it.  Do not ever think you didn't do enough.  My god girl, your whole world is Josef. 

I am so sorry.  I do not know what else to say.  I am horrible with things like this.  I go behind walls when people are grieving.  I do not know how to handle it.  All I can offer is a huge virtual hug and to tell you Josef's life was so much more full because of you and your love.    

Thank you Zoo, you have had such a rough week. Your words mean so much. Yes my whole world was Josef and try as I might I couldn't save him. Thanks for the hug, means a lot to me.

You have been in my prayers. 

[joesamas mama]

To  everybody who left me beautiful messages when my mother passed away, thank you all so very much.  I feel so much better, honestly, knowing her pain ended.  She is with her mom and sister and daughter that she lost now. 

You are all  .  Thank you all so much. 

  Been praying for you glad your mom's pain ended and she is a peace.

[joesamas mama]

JSM  - I just scored some crack and pickles for you. I'm with you and Sir Poopy Pants in my thoughts. I really hate not being there for you in person. See you soon please. I'm still crying over your hurt and hugging Ruby for us. I just don't know what else to do and hope you can forgive me fir not being there. This sucks. :  (

CC you WERE there in every way possible! We could all feel your love and concern for Joe and JSM. I am so thankful you have each other!
                                                                         

Beautiful Blu, he has been here for me. I am thankful for CC and all of the monkey support. 

[joesamas mama]

JSM, I am not here when everyone else is but I come here to read almost every night. My heart breaks for you and for the loss of your Joe. Over the past 3 years I have prayed for the two of you, cried with you and very often, laughed with you. I really felt like I knew Josef because you loved him so much that he came alive through your concerns for him and your stories about him. I especially remember when he was a terrorist for Halloween; Joesama Bin Lauden, turban and all! How full his life was because of you! Until the end you were being the best mama any pet could have and each of you were blessed to be there for the other. Joe could leave this world knowing that CC will be there to care for you. Thank you for sharing him with us and for being such a good example. You will be in my prayers. Brandi said it well; the love goes on and binds us to the ones we care about through eternity. RIP Josef.

Blu, thank you for the prayers, crying and laughing with me. I am glad the stories of Josef' antics and halloween costumes gave you a laugh. I tried to be the best mama for him, but in the end I couldn't save him. Thank you again.

[joesamas mama]

Good Morning Monkeys. 

Big Monkey hugs to JSM,CC,and Ruby. 


I see Sister Tevye Bob was here. 

Morning Trimm, thanks for the hugs. I reall need them this morning.

[Tevye]

That's a great post, Tevye.

You tempted me to post Josef in his school garb.

Oh, I redid your Save Second base image with a transparent background for you if you want to use it:


http://i380.photobucket.com/albums/oo242/Brandi-Monkey/JSM-Chat/tevye.png

 

Thanks, Brandi. It's getting to be that time of year...

So, Ladies, Get the Damm Mamm!

[joesamas mama]

I did't sleep much, woke up at three when I usually check on him, he wasn't there in the bed. I just sobbed and sobbed.

Thank you CC for taking my phone call in the middle of the night.

My eyes are so puffy I don't want to go out in public looking like this, I will sit in the very back of Mass today so people won't think I am deranged when I cry through out. I want my Josef back.

[joesamas mama]

That's a great post, Tevye.

You tempted me to post Josef in his school garb.

Oh, I redid your Save Second base image with a transparent background for you if you want to use it:


http://i380.photobucket.com/albums/oo242/Brandi-Monkey/JSM-Chat/tevye.png

 

Thanks, Brandi. It's getting to be that time of year...

So, Ladies, Get the Damm Mamm!

Hi Tevye!!! Got the Damm Mamm last month. 

[Tevye]

That's a great post, Tevye.

You tempted me to post Josef in his school garb.

Oh, I redid your Save Second base image with a transparent background for you if you want to use it:


http://i380.photobucket.com/albums/oo242/Brandi-Monkey/JSM-Chat/tevye.png

 

Thanks, Brandi. It's getting to be that time of year...

So, Ladies, Get the Damm Mamm!

Hi Tevye!!! Got the Damm Mamm last month. 

Good for you, JSM!

Hope your day goes ok. It's ok to grieve for Joe and cry all you want. I know what a hole pet leaves in your heart.

[joesamas mama]

That's a great post, Tevye.

You tempted me to post Josef in his school garb.

Oh, I redid your Save Second base image with a transparent background for you if you want to use it:


http://i380.photobucket.com/albums/oo242/Brandi-Monkey/JSM-Chat/tevye.png

 

Thanks, Brandi. It's getting to be that time of year...

So, Ladies, Get the Damm Mamm!

Hi Tevye!!! Got the Damm Mamm last month. 

Good for you, JSM!

Hope your day goes ok. It's ok to grieve for Joe and cry all you want. I know what a hole pet leaves in your heart.

Thank you Tevye, I feel like I have a spear right through my heart. Can't stop crying.  

[4 Donks]

JSM

I wanted to do something special to remember Joe. They have a group here that have been asking for hay donations for horses in Texas. They will be delivering it at the end of the month. I donated 10 bales in Joe's name because it goes to Texas animals in need. Wish I could do more.

[CasuallyCool]

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[CasuallyCool]

JSM

I wanted to do something special to remember Joe. They have a group here that have been asking for hay donations for horses in Texas. They will be delivering it at the end of the month. I donated 10 bales in Joe's name because it goes to Texas animals in need. Wish I could do more.

God bless you 4 Donks

[joesamas mama]

JSM

I wanted to do something special to remember Joe. They have a group here that have been asking for hay donations for horses in Texas. They will be delivering it at the end of the month. I donated 10 bales in Joe's name because it goes to Texas animals in need. Wish I could do more.

  Thank you 4 Donks!!! This makes me so happy you would do that for Texas animals in need and doing it  in the name of Josef, makes it even more special. You are so kind. Thank you from the bottom of my heart 

[Tevye]

JSM

I wanted to do something special to remember Joe. They have a group here that have been asking for hay donations for horses in Texas. They will be delivering it at the end of the month. I donated 10 bales in Joe's name because it goes to Texas animals in need. Wish I could do more.

4donks, that's awesome! Good job.