Could all the "F---s" in Sierra Lamar's tweets be all a false front for the 15 year old young lady whose world is spinning out of control and ... she has no clue how to get off? What underlying unspoken dynamics lurk ... underlying unspoken dynamics that cause so much sadness and so much rage when the false front of "F---s" are taken away.
Janet
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February 22nd - March 15th -The Real Sierra Lamar Revealed Between the Lines15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
this is probably the saddest thing im doing my english essay on this
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Everyone tells you that you deserve better, but then no one is willing to give it to you
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I dont get how people I know from Fremont are friends with people who go to my school... Small ass world. Its f*****n weird lmao.
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Im doing my essay for english on teen depression.. Hella interesting. Why am i so excited for this
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Its funny how much can change in a year... Thats it just 1 year. Everything changes so fast.
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I wonder if id be happier and smarter if i never did drugs...
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
How much it killed me and made me feel, thats how you're gonna feel when im done with you
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Some people seriously deserve to get punched right in the fuckin face i swear.
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i really like when my female friends call me "bitch" it means we're almost like sisters
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
WHY AM I EXCITED ABOUTT THIS ESSAY
15 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
f*** this man i just wanna dye my hair already
14 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I never text anyone anymore, i wish i texted more people
14 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
You know they're truly your bestfriend when just seeing them cry makes you bust out in tears with them
14 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Sleeping is the best when your high, no lie, if ive fallen inlove with anything... Its that
14 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Sometimes I wish I wasnt so bitchy but sometimes i like it
14 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Working out is the best way to get my mind off things Those times i get to tell my mom to shut the f*** up cuz her dumbass cant hear me >
13 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
For my b-day i'm gonna get a Pinata... Then Im gonna fill it with weed, pills, and those tiny little alcohol bottles.
13 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i would never lie to you! What kind of person do you think i am???! ..........lol I laugh to myself and feel so much guilt everytime i tell my parents that
13 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Everything is great when you don't give a shit
12 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Lmao im so done with facebook. Its pathetic now..
12 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I want new friends. Like a bestfriend ya'know. f***... why is that so hard these days?
12 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
The people I should love, I hate. And the people I love, I should hate
12 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i wish i went with my sister to sac state
11 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i wont be in fremont next weekend tho!
10 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I dont know whats more stupid... Rumors or the people who listen to them
9 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I wish i could meeet new people easily, but no of course not im tooo shy
8 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Easy is never good, the good is never easy, and love is never what we think it should be.
7 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Omg I can't stop coughing. UGGGHHHHHH. And then my Mom asks me if im okay after every cough.. JUST LET ME COUGH f***.
6 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
My mom thinks i can still do shit when im this sick... Bitch really!?
6 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory.
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Its so sad cuz you haaad the greatest friends and now you hate your life
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
dont get me wrong. im still dreading the fact im gonna be stuck in a cabin full of psychos. snowboarding is the only goo ...
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Im kinna stoked about snowboarding this weekend actually
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
NO LIKE LITERALLY KIDNAP ME nothing else will work. A. Cabin. Full. Of. Psychos. Its like a scary movie.
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
SOME ONE KIDNAP ME FROM GOING TO A CABIN FULL OF PSYCHOS THIS WEEKEND PLEASE IM BEGGING
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
It SUCKS how much this weekend is gonna SUCK ****.
2 Mar Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Why do people stress about shit that happens in HS, you only have 3/2/1 more years left that go by hella fast... Highschool isn't forever
29 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I wish happy endings werent just in movies
29 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
You can only hold it in for so long til it alll comes out at some point..
29 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Not giving a f*** what people think, seriously makes everything that much better
29 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
everything just keeps getting worse and worse
29 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
How do i even function in a house with a f***ing idiot like my mom. Shits bouta hit the fan!!!!!!!!
29 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Why does my mom think i wanna go do family shit with her
28 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Destroy what destroys you
28 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Haters are like crickets, they chirp all f***ing day but when you walk by them, they shut the f*** up
28 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Thats what relationships do, they f*** you up
27 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
If you could step into my head, tell me, would you still know me?
27 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Forget shit and move on
26 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I don't forgive… I forget.
26 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
It's really hard for me to pitty people who put themselves in the situations that they're in.
26 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Why don't you just imagine it never happened?
25 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
can i just shoot myself or...
25 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i just want things to be normal again
25 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
People are always talking about how hard it is to find a good guy, but nowadays, it's hard to even find a good person
23 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Can i just punch a walllll orrrrr WHAT
23 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i never take anything serious, just look at my background, like cmon
23 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
INeverUnderstood why people think its EVERYTHING to have relationships in highschool. HAHAHA no. Its really not.
22 Feb Alex Mejia @hoeslovealexx
Ive never felt like such shit in my life
22 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Not to mention, those friendships slowly drift apart.
22 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
And I would f***ing know. Its 3294209842948903890480x harder to make friendships like you had back home. Thats the worst part
22 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
I absolutely HATE when ppl say they wanna move schools for a fresh start... no. There is no such thing as a fresh start in highschool.
22 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
Moving schools in highschool this year is WAY too f***ing hard. Things wont ever be the same, that sucks.
22 Feb Sierra LaMar @cccairuh
i feel like I don't have that one bestfriend i can go to anymore, kinda sucks
https://twitter.com/#!/cccairuhEdit to clean up language Janet may have missed when posting & to add url tags (hyperlink) twitter addy. MB