JSM's BEGGING FOR BAN THREAD # 7

[Fanny Mae]

Have a good night Mission                      I just took Zoe for a walk, we were innocently walking down the sidewalk, and she jumped into the bushes, I figured for a lizard, because she loves to hunt lizards, it was no lizard, it was a mouse, it squealed and ran further into the bushes. I'm still in the pants that are too big, I'm surprised they didn't fall off with me running and screaming. I have now come home and took a whole xanax, hell with the half.

Maybe you should consider suspenders. 

[Fanny Mae]

See you later, MISSION. 

[MuffyBee]

Fanny,this week is the 2 yr anniversary of losing baby Aiden,so I get what you mean about the anxiety.We'll work through it. 

  I'm sorry Trimm.

This was just about 3 weeks before he died.I'll take it back down real quick so Muffy don't get me with her stinger. 
 

I missed it as I was typing a post. But I know he was precious and beatiful. 

 

[trimmonthelake]

Fanny,this week is the 2 yr anniversary of losing baby Aiden,so I get what you mean about the anxiety.We'll work through it. 

  I'm sorry Trimm.

This was just about 3 weeks before he died.I'll take it back down real quick so Muffy don't get me with her stinger. 
 

I missed it as I was typing a post. But I know he was precious and beatiful. 

You know all children are beautiful.   

JUst as I thought. Precious and beautiful. TRIMM, how you get through the day, day after day for two years, I cannot imagine. 

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

[trimmonthelake]

Fanny,this week is the 2 yr anniversary of losing baby Aiden,so I get what you mean about the anxiety.We'll work through it. 

  I'm sorry Trimm.

This was just about 3 weeks before he died.I'll take it back down real quick so Muffy don't get me with her stinger. 
 

I missed it as I was typing a post. But I know he was precious and beatiful. 

 

Hey Muffy.     I took the photo down really quick.   

[trimmonthelake]

Off to walk the Digger dog.Be back in a little bit.   

[Fanny Mae]

Fanny,this week is the 2 yr anniversary of losing baby Aiden,so I get what you mean about the anxiety.We'll work through it. 

  I'm sorry Trimm.

This was just about 3 weeks before he died.I'll take it back down real quick so Muffy don't get me with her stinger. 
 

I missed it as I was typing a post. But I know he was precious and beatiful. 

You know all children are beautiful.   

JUst as I thought. Precious and beautiful. TRIMM, how you get through the day, day after day for two years, I cannot imagine. 

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

[no rose colored glasses]

Trimm, you are a very strong woman, much stronger than I could ever be 

[Fanny Mae]

Trimm, you are a very strong woman, much stronger than I could ever be 

NOROSE, you are stronger than you give yourself credit. 

[trimmonthelake]

Trimm, you are a very strong woman, much stronger than I could ever be 

NOROSE, you are stronger than you give yourself credit. 

Yes,she is.   

[trimmonthelake]

I am cruising over to Somer's thread.   

[Bud's Girl]

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

Trimm, I didn't know you had lost a son.  I've been there too. I hate it when people say time heals.  It doesn't heal, it simply forces us to endure.   I'm very sorry you've lost a grandchild also, you really are a strong woman.  I missed his picture but I can imagine the sweetness.   I only have one grandchild, wish I had a house full !

 

[Bud's Girl]

Trimm, you are a very strong woman, much stronger than I could ever be 

NOROSE, you are stronger than you give yourself credit. 

Yes, she is.  I keep wanting to diagnose her, now I want to diagnose you.   

I was mis-diagnosed with agoraphobia a number of yrs ago -- turns out the panic attacks they said I was having were actually - low blood sugar attacks.  They have the very same symptoms !

[Fanny Mae]

Trimm, you are a very strong woman, much stronger than I could ever be 

NOROSE, you are stronger than you give yourself credit. 

Yes, she is.  I keep wanting to diagnose her, now I want to diagnose you.   

I was mis-diagnosed with agoraphobia a number of yrs ago -- turns out the panic attacks they said I was having were actually - low blood sugar attacks.  They have the very same symptoms !

Thank you BUD'S GIRL. I had blood work done at the doctor's office a couple of weeks ago, and it was ruled out. I had thought about that too. My doctor has been pretty thorough, I just don't think I let him know how debilitating these anxiety attacks are getting to be. I am going to let him know how really bad they have gotten. I have just been not challenging myself much until this week, and I see how bad they really are.

I appreciate it when my monkey friends care enough for me to express some advice. 

[Fanny Mae]

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

Trimm, I didn't know you had lost a son.  I've been there too. I hate it when people say time heals.  It doesn't heal, it simply forces us to endure.   I'm very sorry you've lost a grandchild also, you really are a strong woman.  I missed his picture but I can imagine the sweetness.   I only have one grandchild, wish I had a house full !

 

TRIMM, is one amazing woman. 

[trimmonthelake]

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

Trimm, I didn't know you had lost a son.  I've been there too. I hate it when people say time heals.  It doesn't heal, it simply forces us to endure.   I'm very sorry you've lost a grandchild also, you really are a strong woman.  I missed his picture but I can imagine the sweetness.   I only have one grandchild, wish I had a house full !

 

 

[trimmonthelake]

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

Trimm, I didn't know you had lost a son.  I've been there too. I hate it when people say time heals.  It doesn't heal, it simply forces us to endure.   I'm very sorry you've lost a grandchild also, you really are a strong woman.  I missed his picture but I can imagine the sweetness.   I only have one grandchild, wish I had a house full !

 

TRIMM, is one amazing woman. 

I think we are all pretty amazing.   
I'm off to watch a movie.See you monkeys in the morning.   
Oh,sidekick is on the phone now.   

[Fanny Mae]

I don't know,Fanny.After my son died,I knew I had been in the pits of pure hell.I am not going back.I just try to do the best I can with the other 4 grandkids,and I know little Aiden is not in pain anymore.   
You just have to roll with what comes,whether you like it or not.   

Trimm, I didn't know you had lost a son.  I've been there too. I hate it when people say time heals.  It doesn't heal, it simply forces us to endure.   I'm very sorry you've lost a grandchild also, you really are a strong woman.  I missed his picture but I can imagine the sweetness.   I only have one grandchild, wish I had a house full !

 

TRIMM, is one amazing woman. 

I think we are all pretty amazing.   
I'm off to watch a movie.See you monkeys in the morning.   
Oh,sidekick is on the phone now.   

Good night, TRIMM. Blow a kiss to the sidekick for me. 

[MuffyBee]

Fanny,this week is the 2 yr anniversary of losing baby Aiden,so I get what you mean about the anxiety.We'll work through it. 

  I'm sorry Trimm.

This was just about 3 weeks before he died.I'll take it back down real quick so Muffy don't get me with her stinger. 
 

I missed it as I was typing a post. But I know he was precious and beatiful. 

 

Hey Muffy.     I took the photo down really quick.   

It's a real shame we can't even post pics of our children, grandchildren and such without having to worry crazy/mean/bad/nasty people might do things with them, isn't it?  It's really up to you all if you decide to post pics of your loved ones, but I would be very careful about it, and do it like Trimmy did, especially if they are young children, imo.  Either pull them from your photobucket quick, or make sure a mod is close at hand to pull the pick.  Someone could still do a screen capture so just know that.   And it's all JMHO   

[no rose colored glasses]

Bud's Girl I didn't realize you lost a child. You and Trimm have my deepest sympathies, and respect for being so strong    Thank-you for saying I'm strong, at one point in my life I was, I haven't been for a long time, I just keep on going that is all. I respect people that can go through traumatic experiences and have the ability to come out the other side and survive, I have no idea how it is possible, but I admire your strength.  My thoughts and prayers.